Help!! I've fallen.......... BUT I WILL MAKE IT BACK UP!
Well, yea, I hit my all time low of 42 pounds shed.... That was 2 weeks ago! I sware I have put on about 10 pounds in two weeks.... I completely let myself go and eat whatever I wanted. And it all started with the very hour after I weighed in and hit that 42 pounds.
I do not understand why I let myself do this. I succeed, and you think I would be so excited and want to keep doing this. But the truth is, I do not know if it is hormones or what- but I really only have about one strong week every month in me. The other 3 weeks, I am either struggling, or gone completely off track.
Well, I am not trying to keep it negative- because we all know that what you think you become. I know I can get back at it- I just wish I could figure out what drives me to constantly consider sabotauge.
Maybe I can never figure this out- Just maybe there is no real secret. Maybe every single day is going to be a battle for me, and I just need to use all my tools and resources to figure how, in any given situation, to make the best possible decision I can.
I do not know if this is going to work- but I have decided to create a 6 week challenge for myself. I really want to see if I can do 6 straight weeks of healthy decisions. I believe I can. But I need all my supporters to check in on me! And I will be ecstatic if you all try to do this challenge with me!!
Who's in?
I'm in. Every day's a new opportunity, right? Let's do it!
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